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M-BRANE SF The center does not holdâŠ. ISSUE #1âŠ.FEBRUARY 2009
FEBRUARY 2009
Issue, Date Quisque:
FICTION BY: GILLETTE BELL NOVY CARTAGENA EARLS ROGER SCRIBNER LEVENSON
TIME ENOUGH FOR A REUBEN Glennâ©Lewisâ©Gillette
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M-BRANE SF togetherâ© inâ© anticipation.â© â© Aâ© Realâ© Russianâ© Reubenâ© âââ© theâ© dietâ© ledgerâ© beâ© damned!â©â©Afterâ©all,â©he'dâ©earnedâ© it.â©â©Onâ©hisâ© wayâ© out,â© heâ© grinnedâ© atâ© Dollyâ© whoâ© blinkedâ© backâ© sheepishly.
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Barton Paul Levenson has a degree in physics. Happily married to the genre poet Elizabeth Penrose, he confuses everybody by being both a born-again Christian and a liberal Democrat. His work has appeared in Marion Zimmer Bradley's Fantasy Magazine, Cricket, Cicada, the New York Review of Science Fiction and many small press markets. His novel, "Ella the Vampire," is now available for download from Lyrical Press, and "I Will" is coming from Virtual Tales in Spring, 2009. He was prohibited from entering the Confluence Short Story Contest again after winning first prize two years in a row. He may be found on the web at www.geocities.com/bpl1960/ .
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M-BRANE SF thenâ©jumpedâ©forâ©theâ©doorâ©ofâ©hisâ©ship'sâ©outerâ©airlock.â© Natâ© placedâ© theâ© girlâ© inâ© hisâ© bunk,â© removedâ© theâ© cumbersomeâ© spacesuit.â© Herâ© eyesâ© blinkedâ© faintly,â© thenâ© sprangâ©open.â©Butâ©theyâ©didâ©notâ©seeâ©him;â©theyâ©wereâ©staringâ© straightâ© ahead.â© Herâ© mouthâ© openedâ© andâ© shutâ© weaklyâ© asâ© thoughâ© sheâ© wereâ© speaking,â© butâ© noâ© soundâ© issuedâ© fromâ© it.â© Heâ© broughtâ© herâ© water,â© butâ© whenâ© heâ© returnedâ© sheâ© hadâ© fallenâ©asleep.â©Heâ©returnedâ©toâ©theâ©kitchenâ©toâ©prepareâ©someâ© food.â© "You'reâ© stillâ© runningâ© aroundâ© inâ© thatâ© pillowâ© case,"â© heâ© remarkedâ©toâ©Diggerâ©asâ©heâ©extractedâ©theâ©spacehoundâ©fromâ© it.â©"Attendâ©me,â©now.â©Weâ©knowâ©whyâ©andâ©howâ©thoseâ©peopleâ© disappeared.â©Itâ©wouldâ©takeâ©theâ©Spaceâ©Patrolâ©shipâ©atâ©leastâ©aâ© monthâ©toâ©arriveâ©here;â©Iâ©don'tâ©intendâ©toâ©perchâ©onâ©theâ©backâ© ofâ©thisâ©devilâ©asâ©longâ©asâ©that.â©Andâ©ifâ©weâ©leave,â©oldâ©thing,â©it'llâ© justâ©lureâ©otherâ©chivalrousâ©foolsâ©toâ©veryâ©unpleasantâ©ends.â© "Andâ©we'veâ©gotâ©toâ©getâ©thisâ©kidâ©backâ©toâ©civilization.â©Sheâ© needsâ©aâ©doctor'sâ©care,â©preferablyâ©aâ©doctorâ©withâ©twoâ©arms."â© Digger'sâ©vibrationsâ©wereâ©oneâ©ofâ©generalâ©approval.â© "Weâ© couldâ© poisonâ© it,"â© heâ© wentâ© on.â© "Onlyâ© I'mâ© notâ© aâ© chemist;â©evenâ©ifâ©Iâ©knewâ©theâ©compoundsâ©containedâ©inâ©thatâ© reekingâ© stomachâ© Iâ© wouldn'tâ© knowâ© whatâ© wouldâ© destroyâ© them.â©Mightâ©blowâ©itâ©up,â©butâ©weâ©haven'tâ©enoughâ©explosive.â© "No,â© we'llâ© haveâ© toâ© getâ© downâ© intoâ© theâ© thing'sâ© insidesâ© again.â© Inâ© factâ"â© Heâ© pausedâ© suddenly,â© mouthâ© open.â© "Congratulateâ©me,â©Digger!â©Iâ©haveâ©it!"â© Theâ© smellâ© ofâ© burningâ© vegetablesâ© cutâ© shortâ© hisâ© soliloquy.â©Heâ©fedâ©theâ©starved,â©halfâblindâ©girl,â©thenâ©leftâ©herâ© sleepingâ©exhaustedlyâ©asâ©heâ©squirmedâ©intoâ©hisâ©suit.â© Noâ©soonerâ©hadâ©heâ©enteredâ©theâ©mouthâ©ofâ©theâ©caveâ©thanâ©aâ© halfâdozenâ© ofâ© theâ© singingâ© sensoryâ© organsâ© rolledâ© quickly,â© yetâ© notâ© angrily,â© towardâ© him.â© Theâ© beastâ© wasâ© apparentlyâ© optimistic,â© forâ© theâ© globesâ© sangâ© inâ© theirâ© mostâ© soothing,â© seductiveâ©tones.â©Theyâ©triedâ©toâ©herdâ©himâ©intoâ©theâ©firstâ©caveâ© onâ© theâ© right,â© butâ© heâ© hadâ© rememberedâ© theâ© squeaker;â© theyâ© couldâ©notâ©distractâ©him.â© Effortlesslyâ©heâ©leapedâ©overâ©themâ©towardâ©theâ©mouthâ©ofâ© theâ© caveâ© onâ© theâ© left.â© Thatâ© wasâ© whereâ© theâ© spaceshipsâ© lay,â© pointingâ© inâ© allâ© directionsâ© likeâ© aâ© carelesslyâdroppedâ© handfulâ©ofâ©rice.â© Allâ© theâ© shipsâ© wereâ© inâ© runningâ© order.â© Good;â© hadâ© thereâ© beenâ©oneâ©vesselâ©heâ©couldâ©notâ©move,â©thenâ©allâ©wasâ©lost.â©Theâ© fuelâ© inâ© severalâ© ranâ© low,â© butâ© afterâ© aâ© fewâ© momentsâ© ofâ© punchingâ© leversâ© andâ© pullingâ© chokes,â© theâ© underâ© rocketsâ© thunderedâ©inâ©theâ©bigâ©room.â© Takingâ© careâ© notâ© toâ© injureâ© theâ© motorâ© compartmentsâ© ofâ© theâ© otherâ© ships,â© usingâ© onlyâ© theâ© mostâ© minuteâ© explosionâ quantities,â© heâ© jockeyedâ© eachâ© shipâ© aroundâ© untilâ© allâ© theirâ© nosesâ©pointedâ©inâ©oneâ©direction.â©Theâ©exhaustsâ©pointedâ©outâ© throughâ©theâ©wideâ©doorway.â©Itâ©wasâ©wellâ©thatâ©theâ©beastâ©hadâ© formedâ©curvedâ©cornersâ©inâ©theâ©room,â©otherwiseâ©theâ©schemeâ© wouldâ©notâ©haveâ©worked.â©Theâ©exhaustsâ©whichâ©didâ©notâ©pointâ© towardâ© theâ© door,â© directly,â© wereâ© towardâ© theâ© curvedâ© wallsâ© whichâ© wouldâ© deflectâ© theâ© forcefulâ© gassesâ© expelledâ© doorward.â© Whenâ© heâ© emergedâ© fromâ© theâ© ship,â© theâ© spheresâ© attacked.
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M-BRANE SF Itâ© wouldâ© takeâ© atâ© leastâ© fiveâ© minutesâ© toâ© getâ© hisâ© shipâ© awayâ© fromâ©theâ©asteroid;â©heâ©mustâ©hurryâ©beforeâ©allâ©thoseâ©rocketâ© motorsâ©wereâ©thrownâ©intoâ©action,â©orâ©itâ©wouldâ©beâ©tooâ©late.â© Leapâ©andâ©leapâ©again.â©Itâ©seemedâ©ages,â©butâ©heâ©reachedâ©theâ© ship,â© boltedâ© theâ© doorâ© shut.â© Thumpsâ© againstâ© theâ© doorâ© asâ© theâ©pursuingâ©globesâ©ranâ©upâ©againstâ©it.â©Aâ©thoughtâ©cameâ©toâ© him;â© swiftlyâ© heâ© openedâ© theâ© door,â© permittedâ© aâ© fewâ© ofâ© themâ©toâ©enter,â©thenâ©slammedâ©itâ©shut.â©Withâ©theâ©heatâ©gunâ© heâ©shearedâ©offâ©theirâ©tentacles;â©heâ©couldâ©sellâ©theâ©zirconiaâ© inâ© theâ© entities.â© Thenâ© heâ© turnedâ© toâ© theâ© controlsâ© andâ© theâ© shipâ©zoomedâ©upâ©andâ©out.â© Natâ© hadâ© barelyâ© raisedâ© hisâ© shipâ© fromâ© theâ© Asteroidâ© Moiraâ©whenâ©heâ©sawâ©theâ©smallâ©planetoidâ©lurchâ©suddenly,â© boundingâ© offâ© itsâ© orbitâ© atâ© almostâ© aâ© rightâ© angle.â© Theâ© suddenâ©combinedâ©drivingâ©forceâ©ofâ©allâ©theâ©rocketsâ©withinâ© theâ©caveâ©hadâ©sentâ©itâ©hurtlingâ©awayâ©likeâ©aâ©rocketâ©itself.â© Theâ©asteroidâ©housingâ©theâ©monsterâ©wasâ©headingâ©intoâ©theâ© Floraâ©groupâ©ofâ©Asteroids.â©Thereâ©theâ©fiftyâsevenâ©oddâ©solidâ© bodiesâ© ofâ© thatâ© groupâ© wouldâ© grind,â© crack,â© andâ© rendâ© thatâ© dangerousâ©beastâ©intoâ©harmless,â©deadâ©fragments.â© "Aâ© goodâ© job,"â© saidâ© aâ© weak,â© butâ© softlyâ© friendlyâ© voiceâ© behindâ©him.â©Heâ©whirled.â©Theâ©girlâ©stoodâ©inâ©theâ©doorwayâ©ofâ© theâ© pilotâ© room,â© supportingâ© herselfâ© againstâ© theâ© doorâ© frame.â©Diggerâ©rubbedâ©thoughtfullyâ©againstâ©herâ©legs.â© "We'llâ© justâ© followâ© thatâ© asteroid,â© Miss,"â© heâ© said,â© "andâ© seeâ© ifâ© weâ© can'tâ© pickâ© upâ© someâ© oddâ© fragmentâ© ofâ© zirconiaâ© whenâ© it'sâ© smashedâ© inâ© theâ© grindstoneâ© there.â© Thenâ© we'llâ© lightâ©outâ©forâ©Terra."â© Sheâ©smiled.â©Earth,â©toâ©him,â©seemedâ©likeâ©aâ©veryâ©goodâ© placeâ©toâ©goâ©asâ©soonâ©asâ©possible.
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FEBRUARY 2009 probablyâatâ© thirtyâsevenâ© yearsâ© oldâatâ© theâ© youngestâ© endâ©ofâ©theâ©rangeâ©ofâ©readersâ©whoâ©remember,â©forâ©example,â© hisâ©thoughtfulâ©andâ©weirdâ©novellaâ©âAâ©Caseâ©ofâ©Conscience.ââ© Iâ©hadâ©beenâ©planningâ©toâ©complainâ©aboutâ©howâwhenâ©heâ©isâ© rememberedâ© atâ© allâitâ© isâ© mostâ© oftenâ© forâ© hisâ© shortâ© storyâ© adaptationsâ©ofâ©theâ©Starâ©Trekâ©TVâ©series,â©publishedâ©asâ©Starâ© Trekâ© 1â© throughâ© 12â© andâ© Muddâsâ© Angels,â© thoseâ© lastâ© twoâ© volumesâ© completedâ© byâ© hisâ© wifeâ© J.A.â© Lawrenceâ© afterâ© hisâ© death.â© Heâ© alsoâ© wroteâ© theâ© firstâ© everâ© professionallyâ© publishedâ©originalâstoryâ©Starâ©Trekâ©novel,â©1970âsâ©strange,â© meditativeâ©littleâ©bookâ©Spockâ©Mustâ©Die!â© â© Iâ©wantedâ©toâ©talkâ©aboutâ©(insteadâ©ofâ©thoseâ©oldâ©Starâ©Trekâ© books)â© hisâ© Citiesâ© inâ© Flightâ© series,â© aboutâ© hisâ© broadâ© imagination,â© scientificâ© seriousnessâ© andâ© hisâ© disciplined,â© deliberateâ© literaryâ© craftsmanship.â© Earlierâ© thisâ© year,â© needingâ© somethingâ© toâ© read,â© Iâ© selectedâ© fromâ© myâ© ownâ© shelvesâ© Earthmanâ© Comeâ© Home,â© aâ© volumeâ© ofâ© thatâ© Citiesâ© saga.â© â© Iâ© hadâ© ownedâ© aâ© copyâ© ofâ© thisâ© bookâ© forâ© years,â© anâ© oldâ© bookâ©clubâ©editionâ©fromâ©theâ©1960sâ©thatâ©Iâ©hadâ©boughtâ©forâ©aâ© quarterâ©atâ©aâ©thriftâ©storeâ©inâ©theâ©1990sâ©alongâ©withâ©aâ©slewâ©ofâ© otherâ© oldâ© sfâ© books.â© Iâ© hadâ© neverâ© readâ© it,â© though.â© Iâ© amâ© notâ© sureâ© whyâ© Iâ© pickedâ© itâ© outâ© rightâ© then.â© â© Iâ© suspectâ© thatâ© itsâ© physicalâ© sizeâbookâ© clubâ© formatâ© andâ© notâ© veryâ© thickâ© anywayâmightâ© haveâ© playedâ© intoâ© theâ© decision.â© Inâ© recentâ© yearsâ© Iâ© haveâ© experiencedâ© occasionalâ© phasesâ© ofâ© depression,â© andâ© oneâ© thingâ© thatâ© Iâ© doâ© toâ© distractâ© myselfâ© fromâ© themâ© andâ© getâ© awayâ© fromâ© myâ© ownâ© bloatedâ© mentalâ© conditionâ©isâ©toâ©readâ©aâ©goodâ©(andâ©easy)â©book.â©â©Whenâ©Iâ©feelâ© theâ©worst,â©theâ©bestâ©betâ©forâ©meâ©isâ©aâ©bookâ©thatâ©canâ©beâ©readâ© inâ© aâ© singleâ© flatâonâmyâbackâ© sessionâŠandâ© followedâ© immediatelyâ©byâ©anotherâ©suchâ©aâ©one,â©ifâ©necessary,â©ifâ©thereâ© mustâ© beâ© moreâ© wakingâ© hoursâ© beforeâ© sleepâ© takesâ© over.â© Iâ© readâ© prettyâ© quickly,â© soâ© workingâ© throughâ© twoâ© orâ© threeâ© hundredâ©pages,â©duringâ©aâ©periodâ©ofâ©hoursâ©whenâ©Iâveâ©givenâ© upâ© onâ© doingâ© anythingâ© else,â© isâ© noâ© bigâ© challenge.â© Andâ© itâsâ© oftenâ©justâ©theâ©rightâ©medicine.â© â© Butâ© asâ© itâ© happens,â© Iâmâ© notâ© goingâ© toâ© sayâ© muchâ© atâ© allâ© aboutâ© Earthmanâ© Comeâ© Home.â© Iâ© willâ© sayâ© thatâ© Iâ© foundâ© itâ© ironicâgivenâ© whereâ© Iâ© haveâ© beenâ© livingâ© latelyâthatâ© theâ© mainâ© characters,â© theâ© denizensâ© ofâ© theâ© spaceâgoingâ© Manhattan,â© sentâ© aloftâ© byâ© theâ© miracleâ© ofâ© theâ© antiâgravâ© deviceâ© calledâ© theâ© âspindizzy,ââ© referâ© toâ© themselvesâ© asâ© âOkiesââ© andâ© thatâ© theâ© milieuâ© ofâ© theâ© storyâ© isâ© aâ© sortâ© ofâ© galacticâ© Dustâ© Bowlâ© inâ© whichâ© wholeâ© citiesâ© haveâ© becomeâ© theâ©wanderingâ©homesâ©ofâ©hobosâ©lookingâ©forâ©workâ©(thoughâ© theseâ© âhobosââ© areâ© immortalâ© scientistsâ© andâ© engineersâ© whoseâ© capacityâ© forâ© hardâ© workâ© includesâ© movingâ© wholeâ© planetsâ©withâ©theirâ©astoundingâ©technicalâ©knowâhow).â©Thisâ© book,â©likeâ©itsâ©threeâ©companionâ©volumes,â©isâ©whatâ©A.E.â©Vanâ© Vogtâ© calledâ© aâ© âfixâup,ââ© aâ© bookâ© thatâ© wasâ© notâ© originallyâ© aâ© novelâ© butâ© ratherâ© compiledâ© fromâ© aâ© setâ© ofâ© closelyâ© relatedâ© shortâ©storiesâ©toâ©makeâ©somethingâ©likeâ©aâ©novelâ©(Vanâ©Vogtâsâ© ownâ© Theâ©Mixedâ©Menâ© andâ© Theâ©Voyageâ©ofâ©theâ©Spaceâ©Beagle
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FEBRUARY 2009
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James Blish
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FEBRUARY 2009
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