it seems people talk about bigger ideas and concepts than i will ever have or ever understand curse an interest in completely ordinary and unsubstantial things, so i laughed at the glorious future you were going to have and i laughed and yet i did not know if it was out of jealousy, pity, or sadness
we are unfortunate and we don't know it most of the time i sit and the degrees are lower than last week & the sun is running away earlier than before so it doesn't have to show its face in an ugly place no more there are mountains being climbed in other regions but right now there is a blue/black delay directly above and it reminds me of swimming 56