something, sometimes things that don’t calm me. The children I teach calm me, sometimes, sometimes even when they are surrounding me. I’ve never felt more American. Seoul expands endlessly during the day and allows me to borrow something, it feels like home. At night the city constricts and I feel the consequences. I’ve discovered so little about this place and I will probably never know much more. I've discovered more about myself than I ever wanted to. I lied, I guess. I’m consistently unimpressed. (Every moment not spent in space.) I’ve never felt more American.
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