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Living In the Light: Cry Freedom
Self-Liberation can be a life changing occurrence that will change your perspective on many variations in your life. Not too long ago I was afforded the opportunity to either take the chance to travel and experience things I held myself back from doing for a long time. I could have either allowed a continuation of hindering excuses to stop me from seeing new things as I’ve previously done, or I could allow myself the chance to experience a fraction of a part of life I know I deserve. I chose the latter; and it was the best thing I could have done for myself at this time in my life. It was also a blessing to have the friends and family around me that brought the most peace to share these moments with. The love, support, and encouragement I
received made me comfortable with my decision and comfortable with being away from my “safe haven” or home for so long. In everything we do, every decision we make, there are always lessons.
So What Did I Learn?
I learned that my freedom as an individual should never be compromised, or taken for granted; even if the one obstructing me from that freedom is myself. I kept myself in what I thought was a safe “bubble” for many years of my life. Every step had to make sense before I took it. I never really took chances on experiencing things that took me outside of my comfort zone. In so many ways that limited not only my life’s experiences and chances to make bonds within 4
my community, but it also limited me in broadening my view of my environment, or even the world. No matter how many books I read, documentaries I watch, or stories I am told I will never get a full life experience until I venture to any point of interest myself. A lived experience can’t occur if a physical initiative isn’t taken in your life. I made a promise to myself before the end of 2020 that I will no longer stand in my way of life, love, prosperity, and the pursuit of
happiness. As well as allowing my gifts and blessings to make room for me and lead me to my purpose. Oftentimes when we feel stuck in a situation, or unable to move as we would want to, we tend to blame the situation or environment we’re in; when in fact, it’s us that are holding ourselves back.
So this trip I took was more than a much needed vacation, it was my emancipation from the shackles I had placed on myself for so long. People ask me, Why’d you wait so long? My only logical response is that I waited in the time I needed to better appreciate and to live the life I’ve been given to the fullest. If I had to take anything away from the first 10 days of 2021 it would be that I want to experience things I’ve never done before, as well as the things I never thought I'd do. It’s gonna be interesting to see how this goes.
If you have any suggestions on anything fun you think i’d be interested in trying this year, send your suggestions to me at: javannahd.blaqueoutmagazine@gmail.com.
If I like the activity, I’ll shout you out along with a review on the activity when I’ve completed it.
